Danville, Illinois,USA
I was abused by my father for 18 yrs. He physically and mentally abused me. I have 3 siblings that were also abused. My two older sisters were sexually abused in addition to the other abuse. I struggle every day with depression and alot of other problems because I can't get over my past. I also have a bed wetting problem that I got abused for too. My life is such a mess because I haven't gotten to deal with my anger and other issues. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish I was dead. I have 4 kids and they keep me going. Otherwise, I might end up like my 3 uncles who all committed suicide. My family is messed up on both sides. Of course my dad was an alcoholic and that made him even meaner. I just hope that God can get me through this so I can have a better life than what I have now. If not, then what's the point of living?
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Caledonia, MI, USA
When my parents yell at me over something dumb, which they do often because of their anger issues and OCD problems, I like to get back at them by spending money. I'll go and buy whatever I want. Because they are so thrifty, me spending money is a way to get back at them for being so unreasonable toward me.
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Glenview, Illinois, USA
I just got a blowjob from a transexual. I thought I would enjoy it cus they kinda turn me on but it was the most unsatisfying experience of my life. I wish so much I could go back an hour and not do it. FUCK. I've been sufficiently scared into being straight again.
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Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA
One of my most embarrassing secrets is that I had a secretive love affair last summer...with another guy. We kissed a few times but mostly I just gave him several headjobs over the summer. I had never given another guy a headjob before then and did not know that I enjoyed it sooo much. That guy is now back in my area because he has returned from college. I really hope I can start sucking him off regularly again. It is embarrassing to admit it but I really want him to deep-throat me repeatedly.
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Lahore, Punjab, Pakistan
When I went to the college, I set my eyes on a girl whom I thought would be beyond my guts, I just wished what it would feel like to have her, next week she called me and we got together, and to my surprise she had the same thoughts about me and thought I would never go for her, useless to tell that I did. She has the most perfect, clean & flawless body. When I kissed her I felt like I was drugged, it was so good. I would lick everything on her body for hours and it just got better. Although we broke up but I can never forget her.
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Ortonville, MI, USA
I want you to be happy, but right now, I wish you were dead. It would be easier to cope with you being dead than knowing that you're now dating someone else. Like I said, I want you to be happy, but the path you have chosen makes me unhappy. I want you back. I need you back. And I'll never find anyone in my entire lifetime who I can or will ever love, as much as I loved you. Even though we have no contact now, I still think of you all the time. I still look at the pictures of us together and wish that I had the time back to show you how much you mean to me. Rebekah Kathleen Cook, you are the only person I want in my life. I'm sorry if I messed up our relationship. And I hope that you read this secret, and can see for yourself how sorry I am and how wrong I was in everything I did. I am now dating someone else too, but if you came back to me, I would leave her in a split second just to be with you. I can't believe I messed up my life so badly. I wear the necklace you gave me, everyday.
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Winston-Salem, NC, USA
I have been in a secret relationship with my best friend for 2 years. No one knows, not our friends nor our families. Now she's been dating a guy publicly, but she's still with me. I love her infinitely, but now she's having sex with him, and he's falling in love with her. I've heard them before. I'm in agony and I have no one to talk to. I'm afraid I might explode. I wish she could just be with me. She says she loves me, but she can't be with me publicly right now. So in the mean time, I have to watch her with someone else, holding his hand, kissing him, flirting with him. Who else in the world has to silently sit by while the person she loves is with someone else? Who else lives in the room next door to their love, and has to hear her giving herself to someone else? I only keep on living to stay close to her, but my life has become constant agony and suffering, and I only feel like I am alive when we are alone together. I love her so much it hurts.
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Sierra Vista, AZ, USA
I miss my ex I miss him so much I cry every night we still have sex but I feel no love or care.
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Norwood, MA, USA
I hate myself for letting myself be weak, I hate my husband and son. I hate my husband because I had an abortion he did not want another son with me. So I went along with it. Since then we have two wonderful boys and I have a daughter from another relationship she is a wonderful child. My husband's son from previous marriage makes my life a living hell. I hate my husband for having him with his slut mother I hate feeling like this.
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Ontario, Canada
I've cut myself for about a year now, mainly on my thighs, because it helps me cope with pain.. no one knows. A couple months ago I cut my arms severley after a fight with my parents. I've been hiding the scars all along, but my friend's are wondering why I'm wearing long sleeved shirts in the summer and I have to wear a dress for prom in 2 weeks. I hate myself for what I have done to my body, I look like a mess and now I will be marked up for life. I've been so stressed out with this that I've been making myself purge after eating, I am disgusted with how I look. I'm also pretty sure I'm bi-sexual, even leaning towards girls but I know that no one would accept me if I said anything. I always get pissed off when I hear about people cheating, but I cheated on my first boyfriend twice but have never told him. fccccck. :'(
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Santa Monita, CA, USA
I believe I'm a gorgeous girl, I hear it all the time. But not from him.
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Littleton, CO, USA
I cried the entire way home. I hate you for fucking me and saying immediatly after that we shouldn't have, and that you liked someone else...Only because it'd happened before. Will I always be this broken and naive? Yes.
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Houston, TX, USA
I'm in a relationship for 3 years my partner cant make any progress to be together cause he lives with his mom which she is controling and dont like me and he listen to her he is mome's boy he is 55 years old dont know if its a good idea to break up with him all his excuse is that he can't handel us together in one house and he is waitin for his mom to pass away she is 76 years old and very healthy he loves me very much but i dont know to to do.
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New Plymouth, Taranaki, New Zealand
I'm still in love with Anna. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and I just want to be with her forever. But she can't ever ever know.
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Denver, Colorado, USA
I slept with a friend of mine whom I considered a brother three years ago. We are still friends and the other night while we were talking, our time together was brought up. He thought I had regretted it and I thought the same of him. He wants a "redo" because we were both drunk the first time. Now I'm starting to think that maybe I have some different feelings for him. I'm so confused.
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Austin, TX, USA
I dated my best friend a few years back and fell in love with him. but i made the mistake of cheating on him and breaking up with him, because my life took a horrible turn. i regret that more than anything. he is now dating one of my close friends, and he thinks i am ok with it. the truth is, i still love him more than i even know. the only reason why i can keep my mouth shut is because i want him to be happy.
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Gulport, MS, USA
I love my boyfriend every day more and more. I have never told him that because I am too busy goofing off or pretending to be mad at him. Thank you so much for not letting me leave school when I am so close to finishing. I love you.
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