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Houstin, Tx, USA I have been self injury free for 8 months after suffering from it for 10 years. I wish I was able to do it again sometimes and it really bothers me. When I was 5-8 my female neighbors molested me. She would constantly ask me to show her my breasts and would touch them. She would make me watch her try to have sex with the neighborhood dogs. She was only a few years older then me so it makes me wonder what was happening in her household to make her like that. Because of what she put me through as a child I turned into a sex crazed young adult. I was abused physically by my ex boyfriend, and he denied it afterwards everytime. He would slam my head into windows, strangle me, spit on me, headbutt me. The names he called me will never leave me even after all this time. I've never told anyone the full story and I dont talk about it but it won't get out of my head lately. My amazing bf knows it happened...but I can't bring myself to tell him the entire story and everything he did to me.
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Melbourne, Victoria, Australia I'm pregnant. I'm happy even though it was unexpected and im single. I feel very alone. I want to date but I know people are judging me. Feels like I've limited time even though I should be focusing on myself, my child. But I am so alone. Doing this alone has magnified my sadness.|5|18|2014
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Alexandria, VA,USA I'm sneaking around with my manager. As if that wasn't bad enough, he has a girl friend. I don't like what I'm doing and I would judge someone else if they were in my position, but I can't get enough of him. So far it's only been kissing & touching, but we are talking about having sex. When I'm talking to him, it seems like a great idea, but when I'm looking at my mom, I remember how her cheater ex boyfriend ruined her and that makes me hate myself. I tell her everything but this. But how would I tell her that I lost my virginity to my taken boss when she 1. Doesn't know him and I even talk & 2. Would be severely disappointed in me? He's not even the only person I'm "talking" to. I'm a virgin-slut & a home wrecking whore. I deserve to die. That poor other girl...
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Asheville, NC, USA My mother cried the day before her birthday when she found out one of my sisters was an atheist and the other is a lesbian. I will never tell her I'm both, it would break her heart. To make things worse, the girl I love doesn't know I love her, she's straight. I don't want to ruin our friendship. My life is falling apart and no one suspects anything is wrong. I have a noose waiting in my closet, now I'm just waiting for the right moment.
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Melbourne, Victoria, Australia I am one of those girls if you know what I mean. I get abused and called horrible names by all the girls who's boyfriends have dumped them to ask me out. I have been to 13 schools because of this. I am what everyone calls a slut. I'm the girl in year 8 who dates the year 10. I do that to cause it makes me feel wanted and special that guys will choose me over more developed girls. Everyone thinks I am a whore and a bitch and I have no best friend. My friends Are just fake and the use me for the popularity. My dad rapes me weekly and my mum just watches. I have a broken heart. Every time I feel myself getting close to someone emotionally I take a step back. I am extremely anorexic and have not eaten a proper meal with out throwing up in 2 years. I have been to rehab 3 times because of this. No one except my parents know. Everyone just thinks that I wag school. My grades are really bad. I have has sex more times than I can count. I cut myself like some emo. Hope you enjoyed my life.
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St. John's, NFLD, Canada, age 13 HELP ME someone told me they were lesbian and I told 5 people now the school knows and blames me and ive already been suspended once if I do it again im switching schools, the principal knows and is looking for me so I faked sick and went home, I don't know whats going to happen im home barfing now PLEASE HELP ME what do I do? My parents will hate me ill have no friends I cant stay home forever everyones calling me a bitch, im starting to think I am one.
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Knoxville, Tn, USA, age 15 I need to come clean and ask for advice. Here it is? I cut my wrists. I overdose on pills. I tried to kill myself. I drank. I smoked cigarettes. I watched porn. I have orgies in the shower. I cuss. I flip off my mom and dad. A guy almost raped me. I almost had sex with a guy. I snuck out twice. I made out with seven girls. I kissed two guys. I hate church because I cant settle and keep moving. My aunt is my role model. I believe her on everything even though no one else does. Im not truly saved. I sexted. I sent pics. I talk to random guys to build up my self esteem. guys send me pics a lot. I want to try all drugs once. Im scared of there is always going to be a forever theres never an end. Im scared to love guys, church, people. Idk if im lezbo or bi. I have insomnia. I see things. I hear things.
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Dekalb, Il, USA If you are reading this, you are the only one(s) that know that I have no gender, I was once pushed down a flight of stairs for not being heterosexual, I cut and burn myeslf, I've been working since I was 9, I was almost killed twice and the ironic part of that is that I want to die.
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Tahlequah, OK, USA I can't decide if I should be ashamed or proud of how many guys I've slept with since I got to college.
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Southlake, Texas,USA In the last year I was diagnosed with bulimia, and everyone thinks that Im better, but im not. Its pathetic but my goal is that I get so sick that I have to go to rehab. I lied to everyone and they think im not a virgin... really I am. I tell guys that so they think that if they date me they will get laid... I just want them to care, to notice something isnt right and to just hug me...
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Kalamazoo, MI, USA I am a Christian woman and I am addicted to porn. I know that it is wrong and I struggle everyday to let it go but I just can't seem to stop. It is literally eating me alive yet I know that I can't share it with anyone so I will share it here to begin the healing process.
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Kalamazoo, MI, USA I am a Christian woman and I am addicted to porn. I know that it is wrong and I struggle everyday to let it go but I just can't seem to stop. It is literally eating me alive yet I know that I can't share it with anyone so I will share it here to begin the healing process.
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Cincinnati, Ohio, USA I'm a drug addict with no friends and no hope. I'm alone and I'm scared and I just want to die.
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Philidelphia, Pennsylvania, USA I feel alone. My only friend who happens to be my teacher rapes me every week. I don't have anybody else in my life to talk to. I'm extremely unattractive and spend my time wishing I was somebody else. I don't do anything with my life, except for get raped by my friend. He's a nice guy when he's not abusing me.
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California, California, USA My boyfriend broke up with me and still wants to be friends, but i cant let him go. I cant cry anymore. My head tells me its a good thing, my heart tells me its a bad thing. I keep cutting myself, i need to stop. I cant stop thinking about ending it all. I dont know who i am anymore. why cant i just be happy!!!!
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Sydney, NSW, Australia I hate myself. I am hated by my classmates because I get good grades. Lately, they have been bullying me so much that I have become even more depressed. My grades have been slipping really badly & my school has done nothing about it. I want to commit suicide, but I start to cry when I have dreams about killing myself. I don't want to live anymore. I am sick of being tortured. I just want this all to end. Suicide is my only option. I may not be here after I post this.
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Rotterdam, Zuid-Holland, Holland I have no memories of my childhood -I was raped by 2 guys, an uncle & stepdad -Harassed by a stranger, other stepdad and teacher -I don't know my real dad, he deemed me unimportant -I'm gay and asexual -I cut myself -My uncle raping me still goes on -I tried committing suicide twice, I even fail at that -I always push people away -I am a big drama queen -I hate myself -I still want to die -I have periods that I stop eating, I think I do not deserve food -I feel useless
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London, England I'm so sick of size skinny people complaining about being fat. FFS, you're fucking gorgeous, shut the fuck up already. I'm fat & you know what? I want to die. Not just because I'm fat, but because I feel like a big fat failure. I failed college because of depression because of bullying & because of that I can't get a job. My parents were proud that I'd be the first family member to go to Uni, but I couldn't & I've let them down. I can't afford a car or driving lessons because I don't have a job & I have no money to go back to college to get new qualifications so I can get a job. I have few friends & suck at making them because I'm really shy because I'm fat & nobody ever likes the fat one in the corner who likes books, wears glasses & has an over-active imagination. The few friends I have live two-four hours away & two of my best friends both betrayed me & shattered me into tiny little pieces. I'm sad. I hate myself. But hey, that's okay; because I'm just the fat failure in the corner.
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Rockwall, Texas, USA I like to cut things. I cut up anything- paper, clothes animals... I know that it's wrong by society's standards, but I can't bring myself to truly believe that it actually is. I am a psychopath in the literal since of the word. My brain tells me that it is perfectly alright to cut open the stray cat I just found. It's also perfectly normal to spill out its tiny intestines and slice them open and chop them into little pieces. Its just too fun to be bad. I don't do it because I'm bad. I love animals! I love people! I love them so much that I want to slice them open and see them and love them from the inside out. I lacerate their organs because I find them too pretty not to. I just don't like the blood. It's so messy and it reminds me that what I'm doing actually hurts the poor creatures. I truly don't want to hurt them, I just want to cut them open. I'm not completely insane though. I understand that this is bat-shit. I hide my crazy very well. I just needed to get that off my chest.
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Vancouver, BC, Canada I am alone, and I think I'll stay alone forever. I've tried hard to make friends and change my life, but that doesn't work, nothing ever work. I am still living only because I think killing myself is a crime to all the other who are desperately trying to live, that my parents would be sad, and I don't have the courage to do so. I also failed my college, two of them at that, and I can never tell that to my parents. I cry so often, and I hate myself more than ever. All I ever really wanted was to have a loving wife and a family of my own. There is no way that dream will come true when I can't even make a single friend... I 25 this year, I think I"ll be alone forever.
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Dyer, Arkansas, USA I keep holding onto the fact that life will get better, but it never does. I'm stuck in depression and my various hypomania episodes. The guy I practically fell in love with took my virginity, used me as a fuck toy and could care less that I miscarried his child at 1 month. I've been contemplating suicide for so long. I'm sick of everything here. Abuse, my head screwing with me and the fact that nothing has gotten better ever since my Mom died when I was 13. I just want out..
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San Diego, CA, Colorado,USA Every week, my step dad and older step brother make me suck both their dicks and then they cum all over me. I didn't like it, but in starting to actually like fantasize about it, and I'm beginning to like it. But they're family and I know I should stop them.
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Denver, Colorado,USA I was sexually molested by a family member from the time i was eight until 14. I've never told anyone.
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New Wilmington, Pennsylvania,USA I was sitting on my bed daring to cut my self with a blade, knowing I was too afraid I put it down, layed in my bed and said quietly "you're not pretty enough for the public eye." I said more about how I'm hideous and don't deserve life. Then I began crying, turned off the light and tried to sleep. This is a typical night.
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York, Pennsylvania,USA I feel like sometimes my mom could care less if I was alive or not. She only complains about how useless I am and how I don't care about anything. And she made fun of me the other day in front of my brothers friend saying I'm retarded...which I'm not and she blames all her problems on me,shes overweight- my fault, she never has freedom- my fault, she never has money to spend on herself- my fault....sometimes I want to die, I go in my room at night planning on running away but I never do cause I have hope that the next will be better and that maybe she'll love me...but it never happens...I'm stuck and now my brother is leaving for college and he's the only person I've ever felt loved by and he's my best friend and I don't know how I'll survive without him because I tell him everything:(...I need help please.
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Des Moines, Iowa, USA Sooo, I've told a few people but it doesn't feel like enough to make it real sooo here I go. I turned 19 in july...3 days after my birthday I found out I was pregnant...a month(ish) later I had an abortion. It was not a decision I made lightly seeing as I was against it before I found out I was pregnant. But I made the choice and even though I believe I made the right decision for myself, my boyfriend and the child I still regret it. I don't know if I will ever tell my family....but I know I will NEVER forget my unborn child...
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Oxford, Mississippi, USA Criticism from my mother caused me to become anorexic in high school and I've never had the courage to tell her that it's her fault. Now, even though I got better a few years ago, I'm starting to relapse fast, and to top it off I have become paranoid and anxious. I feel as though the walls are closing in all around me and there is no one I can turn to. I need help before I loose my mind.
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Hackettstown, New Jersey, USA Ever since i was raped by my older brother when i was 12 i've gotten more and more addicted to sex/porn/masturbating. it's soooo bad that i fantasize having sex with everyone. even my dad and brother and teacher......i'm sick in the head. this is just one of my many problems. i also cut myself...but at least my boyfriend knows about that.
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Sydney, NSW, Aaustralia hello, I'm here to share my personal secrets :3 well it doesn't really matter for me because no one knows who I am. So here are my secrets. - I'm a cutter. - Eating disorder. - Almost died when I hit my vein. - Got bullied because my legs were too skinny 3. - Cried myself to sleep so much times. - I'm never good enough. - I wish someone cared. - Failed all my maths test but never told my parents about it ;). - Starved myself because I needed my money for something else. - For once in my life, I wish I was good enough for him. - I hate myself. Thanks for reading.
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London, England i've had the worst kind of sexual thoughts: about men,and my family members. Sometimes the thoughts were accompanied by a slight feeling. My psychologist doesn't think i'm a full fledged homosexual and i don't either. But i feel awful about the thoughts and feelings, I wish they would stop and I'm afraid to tell any of my family or friends because it'll ruin my reputation. I feel terribly lonely and quite depressed. I believe that if I had unconditional love and encouragement the thoughts and slight feelings would dissappear. If anyone has expereinced this before please let me know
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Mansfielf, Ohio, USA When I turned three my mom started to sell my body to her 'friends' to get money. They touch me. Rape me. Torture me. Make me take drugs. And I've never told anyone.Why? Because I'm going to die anyway. I'm going to try to kill myself again. This time,success.
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Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada Three weeks ago a man died, this man is remembered fondly by many. He gave to the poor, had a fancy house and a handsome smile. Thee weeks ago I stopped being raped. At 22 years old, these were my nights in his fancy house. I'm so alone and the words cant escape my lips.I'm in my second year medical school, I learn how to tell people to move beyond their circumstances - to make more of themselves. I can't even face my own reality, I can't sleep, I can't breathe and I'm fighting to keep the smile plastered on my face and my chin in the air. Nothing makes sense, something inside of me is bagging me to jump off the bridge near my downtown apartment.
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Melbourne, Vic , Australia My mother is overprotective. Since I graduated highschool I have actually had less freedom: I am rarely allowed out except to work or uni. I was grounded a few months ago, because I got asked to house sit and drive my friend's little sister to school for a week, and I had the nerve to ask my parents if I was allowed to or not. When she was my age she went overseas with her boyfriend (my father) but when I tell her that she tells me it was different because it was for their education. She keeps needling me to get a boyfriend but I cannot tell her it's because I'm never allowed out anyway, so how am I supposed to meet anyone? And if I got a boyfriend she'd probably disapprove anyway. While my friends are enjoying life I am getting more depressed because I can't do anything, go anywhere. I think she's overprotective because she doesnt want me to leave home; when I do she will be stuck alone with my abusive dad. I can't stay here forever, I need to get my own life. I'm going crazy.
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Holland, Michigan, USA My deepest darkest most personal secret is that i have wet the bed my whole life and my mom put me in night diapers because of it... I want to tell my best friend but i simply cannot... I want to tell someone but dont know how.. Anyone think this is weird or bizzar? Please let me know...
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Wooster, Ohio, USA I'm in love with my roommate, but I can't express it, or everything will crumble. It breaks my heart that such a brilliant girl is so wrapped in sorrow. It seems the only way to ease her sadness is to help her find a man who can see past the shyness to the creativity and intelligence beneath, as she prays for. I have never loved before, and the fact that we're both women confounds me. My culture will not tolerate this deviation. How do I proceed? What can I do to ensure her happiness without crushing my own heart?
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Colorado Springs, CO, USA I'm 15 and I feel misunderstood. I have my whole life. I just wanna drift off to heaven...I hate this angry and sadness I feel everyday. I am FAT. . . AND I feel alone...no one likes me at all.....i just need some help...please :'
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union city, new Jersey, united states Hi I am 13 yrs. old my secret is that well nobody knows that I am suicidal nobody I was offered help but I denied it and I regret no accepting it I don't now what to do I feel hopeless and worthless. I have been like this sence I turned 13 now I am going to be 14 but I know that I failed to do something about this situation I live with my father and my mother abandoned me I don't know what to do I have suicidal thoughts everyday sence I can't lie I did try to kill myself and was so close to dieing I need help.
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Ugaf, Ph, India I had a girlfriend.i still love her.accidentally she got pregnant.my family is never going to allow us. neither i have guts to do anything.she had tried suicide number of times.i don't know where she is. i love her a lot,but unable to take decision.she hates me to limits.i an afraid she or her family may lodge FIR in police.i have no guts to suicide.i an living blind,aimless.what to do. Pls help.
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Napa, California, USA I've done horrible things, from rape to theft to flat-out controlling. I've stolen my grandmothers purse, took all the cash out of it, and then threw it down a storm drain. I've laughed at a girl while she was dieing at a hospital from an atv accident. I've fooled around with one of my friends while they were passed out. I got expelled while in high school for making racial slurs to another student over a fake email account. I've made my ex-girlfriend send me naked pictures of herself. I've spit in peoples food before they've began eating. I use my parents as some source of income, and waste all the money they give me on Weed and Ciagrettes. I used to never drink and now I've become an alcoholic. I abandoned all my friends, leaving me with no-one. I want to kill myself, but I can't bring the gun to my head.
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London, Ontario, Canada My stepfather abuses me. physicall and emotionally. the physical part isnt that extreme, but the emotional part is. he constantly makes me feel fat and ugly. im not allowed to eat, i have to do ALL the housework, and whenevr i try to stand up for myself, he brings up my father who abandoned me as a kid, and wants nothing to do with me. i cant deal with that. im already on anti depressants, and im going insane. he's the only person in the world i can say i hate you too, without feeling guilt. and i cant call the cops or anything because we cant afford it. if he goes, were officially on the streets. if i get seriously injured tho, i dont care. ive already had a fat eye, i dont want a broken arm. my grades are low, and my friends say i havnt been myself lately.. help me?
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Sad, FL USA I accidentally read somebody's email. My boyfriend got a new android phone and I helped him to set since mine is almost the same, and he didn't know how to do it. His gmail account broke my heart. We've been together for 2.5 years, with just a few bumps down the road. He sexted with his ex from 20 years ego, where she sends him pictures of her in white cotton panties and he is about to buy her new camera because hers sucks. He is telling her our relationship has been on and off and that when he was IMing her he was single. That was a 1.5 after we've been together. He invites her to the club we go every Saturday to shake her "Sexy Booty". That was .5 a year ago. I am 28, tall, smart, financially independent, hardworking (3 jobs), no kids, no drama, no jealousy, my own house, Degree, sexy, open minded girl (we had threesomes),loyal,fun. I don't know what to do. I asked some questions without revealing i know, he denied. I can't look in his lying eyes! What do I do now?
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Cleveland, Ohio, USA These voices in my head tell me im not good enough They tell me I'm stupid The voices tell me I'll never amount to anything I'm worthless They tell me no one cares They tell me that no one wants to listen to me when I need to talk The voices won't stop And I'm starting to believe them.
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Chicago, IL, USA There is so much people don't know about me. I don't have very many life problems, yet I cut myself anyways. Why? Isn't that just being over-dramatic? I know I have low self- esteem and confidence but still....Nobody really notices my cuts. Not my friends or family. I hope it stays that way. Also, I cry sometimes just for no reason. What really bothers me is that there's this guy who I really like still; our relationship of 2 years didn't work out in the end. It's pathetic I still like him even though I ended it. I will never like anyone as much as I like him. Life is screwed up. I'm not suicidal by the way, just not enjoying life right now. I hope everything will get better and happier.
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Sandy, Utah. USA I cut myself right above my waste line every night my dad has sexually, physically and meantaly abused me and i've been raped more than a few times. ive been through drugs and things that most people dont dream about i dont want help i just want someone to talk to.
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Kent, Ohio, USA I think I've developed an eating disorder. I've always had low self-confidence, and being skinny makes me feel better about myself. I made myself throw up once after I was feeling sick because I thought it would make my stomach feel better, and then a while after that, I ate too much fast food and was feeling guilty and fat...so I made myself throw up the same way. I started doing it after anytime I felt like I ate too much. Now I don't feel good after eating ANYTHING unless I go and throw it up. It's so weird. I remember watching those stupid educational videos in health class years ago about eating disorders, and I made fun of those girls. I just don't know how to stop at this point. It's not as simple as "don't do it anymore." I can't stop thinking about how fat I'm making myself until I throw up.
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Chicago, Il, USA I married the wrong man. He verbally and mentally abuses me, and doesnt appreciate anything I do for him. I know I could have it worse off but I am never happy.
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Reno, NV, USA I think about killing myself a lot. It comes and goes, but it seems pointless to do anything about it. All of the motivations I have to leave this planet and the human race behind are constants. They are things that cannot be changed about society and human beings in general. I am really certain that this is how I will die, it's just a matter of time.
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Livingston, Louisiana, USA I have been having thoughts of what it would be like if I killed myself, if anyone would care or if I would be doing them all a favor. It was happening for months until the girl I thought I loved came around. All was well until one drunken night she slept with my best friend, who I thought of as a brother. I forgave him only because he put his life in my hands and I could think of nothing else to do. I stopped talking to her completely. Now the thoughts are back. I can't sleep normally and when I do I can no longer remember my dreams, my dreams used to fuel my writing. Now, my writing only depresses myself and I can't show it to others, I fear that they will judge me. I wish I could talk to someone about what's going on but I've always been the shoulder to cry on not the other way around. Please any advice will help.
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Davis, CA, USA I have been struggling with my sexual orientation since last year. I have realized that I am gay, but I care about my families and don't want to hurt them. My college counselor asked me to consider telling my family who I am,but I know my families, telling my sexual orientation will break their hearts. I feel depressed from thinking about my life without a romantic relationship with those I feel attractive to. My friends will also look me differently if they know that I am gay. I can't enjoy my life like I used to. I don't enjoy making friends, I can't focus on studying. Growing up is such a pain, life is a tragedy.
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Miami, Florida, USA I am very sad because I feel so alone. I am married, but alone. I have a son, who keeps me busy and I love him very much, but my husband and I have been fighting so much about money lately. I have a good job, but my husband wants me to go out and get one that pays more. He says he needs more help with the bills. I understand him, he makes most of the money, but I also take care of the baby almost completely and I work too. I want to get more money for my job, believe me, but if I did that I would not be able to spend as much time with my son and come home earlier and cook dinner and take care of the house as I do now. I still feel as if I try but I'm just not good enough. Also, to make matters worse, we have stopped having sex. I still want to, but my husband barely touches me now. It's so embarrassing to me. Now I worry about how I look too. I work out regularly, but I still don't feel as attractive as I should. I live with someone who seems not to be turned on by me at all. I tried to talk to him about it, he says he's too stressed out and has no desire to have sex. We used to have sex, not all the time, but sometimes. Now, it's nothing. The more I think about it the sadder I get. Why doesn't he at least touch me, or give me a hug? WIthout me having to initiate it? This sucks. I feel that if I at least knew that he still desired me, that he still wanted me, that I would feel better and maybe then have the confidence to go out and get that better job.
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Madison, Wisconsin, USA im suicidal everyday. i feel like no one is here for me, im lonely,ugly and i always let my feelings out by crying. at school, i cry, and i dont want people to think something is wrong, or that im wierd. what can i do to get help without going to a center?
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Eden Prairie, Minnesota, USA i am suicidal. i have severve anxiety and depression, and i feel like im alone, ugly, fat, and no one cares about me. i cry to let my problems out. what can i do besides going to a center to help?
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Columbia, SC, USA I am afraid my girlfriend will leave me when I go overseas on deployment. I am more afraid I will cheat on her. I hate myself for being weak willed. Why am I so pathetic?
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NYC, NY, USA Im a good girl for my parents and most of my friends, going to private college. But I live by myself in dfrnt country, so it is easy to keep some secrets from my family. One of them really bothers me. A month ago i start hang out one guy who fall in love with me and ready to do just anth to help me with just anything I need. I didnt like him much from the beginning coz I knew he sells drugs. I cant believe I was still hanging w him for a few weeks and then i left to my country to see my parents for 2 weeks. He was on some probation I knew and had missed a meeting or a court... He got locked up for 7 days as he said. I got back home and he couldnt even pick me up at hte airport coz he was supposed to get out only in 2 days. He called me the next day and said he is so sorry and he misses me so much and he will see me tmrw. No calls still. Probly he has more than 7 days to stay there. IDK. WTF to do? To wait or to use the situation to stop so i dont fall to deep.... Ive never date a guy w such troubles. I still wanna talk to him ab stuff anyway but im scared. Even he said it will never happen again. They all say that, dont they? Sux.
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Santa Cruz, CA, USA I've met the man of my dreams and he wants to marry me. However, I feel constant guilt in regard to secrets. I've shared a some really personal things like being molested, growing up in an abusive family w/ an alcoholic father, working as a stripper during collage, and past drug abuse. Ive worked through most of those issues through therapy/personal growth, but still carry some remnants of shame, and still have a hard time being 100% transparent. Some things I wish I had the nerve to tell him, but feel too ashamed to are: 1)As a stripper, one time I had sex with a client for money 2)Have 25K in credit debt 3)Had plastic surgery. He is a good man, but I'm afraid all this "baggage" may be too much for anyone. Lately, he's been asking me about things that I don't feel comfortable sharing yet (but plan to when I can).Part of me wants to "protect" myself and just leave, the other wants to confess everything and pray that he'll still want me to be his wife. My heart is so heavy.....
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Cincinnati, Ohio, USA I ended my first marriage after having an affair. I'm married again and happy. Now my long time crush has come around. we've flirted and yesterday I went to his house and made out with him. I love both of them and don't want to hurt either. I feel so guilty. but i don't want to lose my best friend either.
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Lebanon, Illinois, USA I was somewhere between 7 and 10, I don't remember anymore. Every Sunday after church, my family would go to my grandparents' house. One afternoon, my older cousin sexually assaulted me. He was not quite five years older than me, so he was young, too. No rape, but he touched me and made me touch him. Now I watch pornography and I masturbate, and I don't like it, but I don't know if I can stop. I have been in a very serious relationship with my boyfriend for almost three years now, and I have not told him any of this, and I feel like I am betraying him for not telling him. It makes me sick to think about it sometimes.
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Auckland, Auckland, New Zealand i need help, i have to drink each day. otherwise i get suicidal thoughts and my stomach hurts like there is emptiness inside it that can never be filled. sometimes i get an idea that sex will help, so i go out and get one night stands. I HATE MYSELF FOR THE LIFE I HAVE.
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Buffalo, NY,USA I am a grad student. I am in love with one of my undergrad students; he's only 3 years younger. It's still wrong. And I am in a 4yr+ long-distance relationship, and it's getting so damn lonely. My bf cheated on me once (that I know of...), but I have never been with anyone else, even though I've wanted to. I feel like my life is on "pause" right now, since I can't honestly pursue a relationship, but I don't really feel like I'm in a relationship, either. I love my bf, but the distance (he's in Utah) is too much. I just want a real relationship, and even the person I like isn't available, since he is my student. I don't know what to do.
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not available, Vermont, USA I have a serious addiction to shoplifting. I have been doin it for about ten years. I can't walk into a store and not steal something. I suppose its because I grew up in a poor and abusive household. I can't go to a store and see something I like and not be able to afford it, it literally tears me apart. I've stolen things as little as candy or jewelery to filling full backpacks in a store and walking out. I've never been caught. My friends know I do it and sometimes keep an eye out for me so I don't get in trouble. I need to stop doing it, but just can't bring myself to not steal. Shoplifting is my drug.
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Boston, Mass, USA I sat in the shower for an hour yesterday contemplating on cutting myself. I shattered a razor, held it on my skin. Eventually I dropped it and just broke into tears. I am a recovered cutter, and haven't done it in about two years. I cut for 12 years and had been in and out of therapy/hospitals my entire life. I used to break apart shaving razors when I was desperate to cut my skin. The feeling just took all the pain away. the blood was my demons washing out of me. I'm scared I'll cut again. I want to do is so very badly but I live with my boyfriend and he would wonder where the cuts came from considering he obviously sees me naked. I can't hide them like I used to. what can I do? I don't consider suicide, thats not why I do it.
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Rawang, Selangor, Malaysia i were atrracted to a boy who was my brother's friend and im calling him brother. I really did not wish to call him brother but the situation makes me. The boy im atrracted to is already has girlfriend.i dont know what to do, but i know one thing im deeply love with him. please tell me wheather im do wrong or right.
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Stockton, CA, USA When I was a boy, my dad physically, sexually, and emotionally abused me. It was about 15 years of pure hell. I hate him. Now that I am a man, I can't tell who I hate more...him...or myself for never telling anyone. This post is the first time I've every said anything about it.
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Detroit, MI, USA For the last year I've been stealing little things from the big chain store I work at, because I can't afford to get everything we need with my meager earnings, and I don't want to tell my hard-working husband that he isn't making enough for us to get by. Today I was caught stealing for the first time by a young cashier. I began to tremble and saw my life flashing before my eyes. But instead of accusing me or making any sort of scene out of it, she simply smiled at me and rang up the items. As a result, I won't be able to pay my bills this month, but she may have saved me from losing my job or going to jail. I'm so grateful for her tactfulness and kindness, I wish I could tell her how I feel. I hope this experience gives me the strength to give up shoplifting once and for all.
PLEASE LEARN FROM THIS EXPERIENCE. PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD THAT STEALING COULD DESTROY YOUR LIFE. MATERIAL THINGS ARE NOT WORTH YOUR FREEDOM.

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Naples, Florida, United States I dumped the bf I was with for 5 years for another guy. I got accidentally pregnant with another guy and we only been together for 6 months. I now regret that I broke up with my bf. He still loves me and wants me back as much as I want him back. I don't know what to do now.
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Seattle, Washington, United States My dad killed himself when I was three. My mom tried to kill herself the day after my sixteenth birthday after that we didn't talk for a month. I live alone with my mom, she has always said I'm her best friend. She now is very depressing to be around and I hate myself for hating her. I've had persistant thoughts of suicide since fifth grade and i always feel sh*t. I want to talk to my friends about this so they know why I am such an ass sometimes but I know how emotionaly draining my mom is and I dont want them to resent me. It's nice to talk about it finally.
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West Columbia, SC, United States My ex-brother told me that no one could ever love me. I'm in college now, and all the guys seem to ignore me. I can't help but think that what he said is the truth. All I want is to fall in love, have lots of kids, and be successful. How can I have any of that if I am unlovable?
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Augusta, Georgia, United States I have been married for 4 years and have one beautiful baby boy. I love my husband. I dont like having sex.I have only had sex with two people: a jerk off bf from high school and my husband. Have I've been doing it wrong all these years? Should I talk to a doctor? Am I weird?
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ocoee, Florida, United States long story short i met someone 4 years ago and i need him but im not in love with him for reasons i know. But i went to far with him (just 2nd base) and now he says if u dont love me i cant stay it hurts to bad. So i told him i love him because i have to be connected to him in some way. but he wants me to prove it by having a baby or marrying him. and he said i dont even have to have sex if i dont wanna i can just have artificial insimination. and i didnt want to ruin his life so i put off choosing for a longtime but i lost it and my selfish side took over and i chose the baby but i wanted sex so we did but im not pregnant so id like to find another solution b4 we try again. because i cant marry him, im not good for him that way. and dignity means nothing to me if it means keeping him id give all his friends bjs if i could keep him without these conditions. please i dont want to do this but unless i find another way, i dont care if i ruin him as long as i have him.
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Atlanta, Georgia, United States I've struggled with depression for years. Recently, I just stopped caring. I've been starving myself and cutting. I just took a handful of oxycodone and sleeping pills. I don't know what will happen. I don't know if I even care.
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Amsterdam, Noord Holland, Netherland In 2 months I'll turn 28 and have achieved nothing in life. I don't have a job, no house of my own, no relationship. I've been in therapy for (social) anxiety for 3 years. Right now I'm in a group for 'fear of failing'. It was all going reasonably well, until the previous weekend. I decided to go to a party for once, got incredibly drunk and had sex with 2 guys. Looking back, I was too drunk to resist, I only remember flashes. This however caused all my other problems to surface 100x harder again. So I feel anxiety all day, don't know how to get through the day cause it's so empty; no job, all friends are at work. My parents are worried to death about me and that kills me. I feel like I'm only a burden to everyone. I have no idea how to get out of this, or if I ever will. If it was just me, I would end it. I don't, for my family. But I'm afraid that living for others does not cover it for long anymore... I'm desperate and afraid.
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Portland, Oregon, USA I don't know if I want to go any further. I am in so much pain and I'm sick of stupid spoiled teenagers complaining about their lives when they have no idea what real pain is. My depression is awful, the anxiety everyday is paralyzing, my teachers think I'm a slacker but I'm trying so hard. How can I possibly get every thing done when it's all I can do to get myself out of bed every morning? Does ANYONE GET DEPRESSION? I wish so badly sometimes that I had cancer so my family would at least recognise that there's something wrong. I'm not a whiner or a crier. I've done everything-got into sports, called suicide hotlines (what a joke-I got some foreign who didn't know what she was talking about), talked to friends (all 2 of them), I'm REACHING OUT. I NEED HELP PLEASE SOMEOBDY HELP ME. I CAN'T DO THIS. I'M ONLY 15. I need a hug from my dad who isn't here. I need a hug from him. I want him to come back and tell me everything will be alright. But it won't happen. I'll wake up to another ntmr
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High Wycombe, UK hi. my secret is, im obsessed with babies. not in a crepy paedophile way but i want one. im 13 and will get kicked out. i want a baby to make up for my childhood. my parents hit me and yell at me. i just wanna love and be loved.
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Columbia, SC, USA I am about to earn my Eagle Scout, but I have yet to come out as a transsexual. I am extremely depressed and frequently desire to kill myself. My parents refuse to help me and my psychiatrist is unwilling to help me.
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Tel Aviv,,Israel Well. I think im going mad. im loosing myself, i hate myself, i cut myself, i look in the mirror and i laugh. and after i laugh i cry and scream. i was sitting with 3 boxes of pills no more then once, and thought of ending my life. the only thing to keep me here is my little brother. i really wanna die. i really dont want to live. that is my decision... but i cant leave my brother alone with my fucked up family...
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Calgary, Alberta, Canada I have quit every job (except for two) I have ever had...but I lie to everyone as to why I am not working. I hate working...I want to be in the entertainment industry...but I can't afford to go to school, but going to a job at macs, or eddie bauer or shoppers is like a knife in my heart...I hate it. Why cant I just work at a job like a normal person?
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Houston, Texas, USA I am 23 and ive never told anyone this either. i was raped/ malested by my brother for 8 yrs. i was a child. i didnt understand but i was scared to tell anyone because he supported our family snd without him we wouldnt have survived. i see him everyday he lives with my parents. i hate him i have a low selfesteem i feel ugly i feel dirty i feel like trash.it never hit me until now that im older im scared to take a shower i have nightmares of being raped i feel like one day it will happen by a stranger i like about it all the time.
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Bronx, New York, USA so I've been dating this guy for 2 yrs now, well not dating cause when we met he said he wasn't "ready to be in a relationship" cause his ex cheated on him so i had to suffer cause of his stupid ex's anyways when we made a year i started to cheat on him like crazy like started to just mess around with guys ect.. so i kinda lost feelings for him well i still LOVE HiM but i don't want a relationship with him, but he tells me that if i would ever stop talking to him he will kill himself and like i just wanna be friends i really love him and care for him but i just can't be with him nomre + his breath stinks! like idk how to tell him lol but that's not the point the point is that I've lost feelings towards him oh, i forgot to write that he has been unfaithful to me plently of times and like i just don't know what to do please help! .
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Rahway, New Jersey, USA I love my boyfriend. Everytime I see him with his ex, I feel like literally killing them... and I'm a pacifist. I have never got into a fight in my life. I've always been against violence. But when I see them talking or even looking at each other, I seriously feel like spreading her blood on the walls... And his.
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Belfast, Antrim, Ireland Everyday I feel like dying. No one has bothered to ask if I was ok, no one cares enough.
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New Orleans, Louisianna, USA A few weeks ago I was at a small party with friends. I got drunk and ended up having sex with a guy friend who I hang out with often. The next day he was talking about the party, and he did not remember a thing. I was too embarrassed to tell him. I have liked him for a while, and it really sucks that he doesn't remember. The thing is that I am not anything like any of the girls he dates so I don't know if I should pursue a relationship. I really wish I could stop being so awkward and flirt with him when I am not drunk. How I normally act around him makes him think I am not interested at all when I really am. I hate all this relationship stuff. College is easier.
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Pembroke Pines, FL, USA I have a feeling my boyfriend is cheating on me, but i'm too scared to speak up. hes my first everything, and i havent even looked at another guy in over a year. i know i'm in love with him...but why am i being so naive? i dont know what to do. everything is so complicated. i need someone to talk to so bad.
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Detroit, MI, USA I'm 18 and I hate the world and have never been happy or secure. I sacrifice my happiness for others. I never thought anyone was like me, but that changed. I met this 15 year old from another state and she feels the same way I do and she even felt the same about being alone. I convinced myself that I can be happy if I was around her. Instead I told her to go and find happiness in another person when I really want to be the source of her happiness. The fact is it depresses me and makes me think she does not need me anymore, but it's my fault. I was the person she went to when she was dealing with a hard time. Now I am pretty much just a pity case. Sometimes I just wish I was never born. We plan on having me visit her this Summer, but it's probably just pity. I can't tell her how I feel or she'll be burdened with my problems. I feel if I lose her I think I'll lose the only thing that was ever close to me. I don't know if I'm creepy, stupid, or suicidal.
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Buenos Aires,Argentina I'm obsessed about this guy who i met through the internet. First of all he lives too far from me (Sweden) and it's much likely that i'd never met him in real life. But idk, he makes me feel special and says i'm beautiful (thing i highly doubt) and also he shares my point of view in a lot of things. I'm planning to go to live in Sweden, though, but what if when i arrive over there he doesn't like me anymore? What if i miss my family too much? I don't know, maybe i'm too stupid and i fall in love with every guy who pays atenttion to me :( it's hard for me you know? Sometimes i feel like dying when i find out he talks or likes other girl! That's my "secret" which i don't tell to anybody cause they'd only call me crazy and/or stupid.
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Allahabad, U.P., India I wanted to share my secret and fears with all of you and seeking a solution as well. Please do respond. I have be sexually abused when i was 4-5 years old then at the age of 8-9. Actually few of my relatives took me to a room and asked me to play with their penis. Another time my real brother taught me how to masturbate when i was 9-10. I have seen my uncle trying to seduce my mom when i was child as well. All this had a very deep impact on me. I have been doing masturbation after learning it at the age of 9-10, at that time even at the time of orgasm not sperm was coming out of my penis. in the later age, around 16-18 i started suffering with night discharge (ejaculation while sleeping), weakness etc. Now i am 28 years old and find my self weak, with small penis, premature ejaculation, body like an 40 yrs old male and i am in depression as well. I really want a life partner with whom i can share everything. But i don't know whether to marry a girl or not, i think will i destroy her life too? what if i am not able to satisfy her sexually...will she have sex with others blah blah..... Please give me your honest advice what shall i do...shall i get married? Here i am talking about arrange marriage since i don't have any girlfriend.
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Port, Port, Portugal For years, I'm in a kind of platonic relationship with 3 persons. I have been in love for my best 2 friends: they are 2 girls and they are a couple. We are the best of friends and companions, we do almost everything together and share almost anything, except for sex. :( ! I have been been compensating for these with other girls, whom I really like but that I canot love because I'm already in love, and to whom I have to lie like if I had a secret relationship. When it starts getting serious, I just run off. These threesome is in deed a secret, in wich I pass almost all of my time, and the reason of my greatest joys and frustrations. But I know that even them, as a couple, are not in sync, emotionally and sexually. I believe that we should broke all barriers and share ourselves totally, but they block it, I d'ont know if they are rigth or just stuck on moral, psyche or fear. But I'm gettting to the point of giving up: it will be the better thing... or the worst... in my life!!!
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Mumbai, Maharashtra, India Hi,i have this secret and i dnt know with whom to share it..i've been having sex with my uncles for almost 4 years now,i m now engaged n gng to get married,n even though now i've decided to stop this,i just cant control myself,its like i enjoy having sex with them,and i've also slept with my fiance's dad..and i just cant seem to control it..all i thnk abt is sex whole day,i just end up sleeping with everyone..help me..|
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Halifax, NS, Canada Sometimes I hate my life...I could have been so much more! Sometimes I dread getting up in the morning. occasionally I hate being married, I hate living here, but I really just hate my life.
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, New York, USA Hi, I'm 14 and I have been raped twice, and have never told anyone but i need to get it off my chest the first time it was my math teacher and i had to stay after school and he forced me to have sex with him. The second time I was at a camp and this guy needed to talk to me and we went for a walk at about twelve and went deeper and deeper into the woods and then it happen again I have never told anyone this. I asking myself "why does this keep happening to me" "Am i really so stupid?"
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Glendale, Az, USA I'm dating a married man 22 years older than me. I know that it's wrong...but he makes me happier than I've ever been. I love him. More than anyone in my life... I've lied to all my family and friends for over a year about him, and I'm tired of all the lying. I just want to be with him.
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Waiouru, Waiouru, New Zealand He got had me addicted to gambling and drugs..he mentally and physically abused me..he tried to kill me and ended up putting me on crutches for 3 months, But I still love him 2 years later.
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Madison, Wisconsin, USA We've been together about 3.5 years and for 2.5 years he's just made me feel hurt, helpless and small. I'd give anything to go back to the first year. I'd give anything to get up the courage to leave.
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West Midlands, England I've fallen in love with a boy I met on the internet. We speak as often as we can, sometimes for up to six hours. I stay up all night talking to him leaving me incredibly moody from lack of sleep, but it makes me even more depressed when I don't get to speak to him. He's the only person in the world I feel completely comfortable talking about anything with. He makes me feel beautiful, he listens to me, I spend all my time thinking about him when we're not talking. I think he feels the same about me, he tells me he loves me. I hate that we can't be together, I hate that I don't live in South Dakota.
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Toronto, Ontario, Canada I slept with one of my oldest friend's boyfriend, twice when they were together and once after they broke up. She confronted me about it, I lied. sorry.
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Toledo, Ohio, USA I cheated on my husband.. He never found out and I dont feel guilty for it because I believe I found true love and equal companionship with the man I cheated with. He said he felt it too. It was like we were meant to be together, but I am married with a child and he has a girlfriend. We came to the conclusion together that we could only be friends and we struggle to suppress our attraction and need for each other. Later this same year my husband cheated very publicly. I am too scared to end the marriage because if i do and the man I truly love still wont be with me it might mean he doesnt really feel the same way I do about him. I dont even know what I am hanging onto by staying in this marriage. Sometimes I hate my husband but most of the time I feel so much pity for him. I wish he would die somedays but that would be far to painful for our son.
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Buffalo, NY, USA Sometimes I wish I would get in an accident that would leave me in critical condition so that you will come running to my bed side saying that you were never so scared of losing me and that you'd never want to leave me again.
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Helena, Montana, USA Yes, i lied, i'm probably bulimic.Make suggestion or comment-52

Baltimore, MD, USA I went out on a date with him because I thought he seemed fun. I stayed with him because I was bored and it was better than nothing. I panicked when he told me he loves me, but I said it back. I'm only staying with him because I get home in a week and I don't want to give up the sex. It's good sex. I feel awful for leading him on like this, but I also know I won't stop. When did I become this person?
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Barrie, Ontario, Canada I am in love with a man who I met when I was 19. At the time I didn't think him and I would ever be fit for eachother so I married another man. I could not get over my love for him and it led to a divorce. After the divorce he came back into my life for 3 days. I flew to meet him in his hometown. After our weekend together he saw me off at a train station so I could go visit my sister. He embraced me and said he would see me again soon. Than he disapeared from my life. It has been 2 years and I have not been able to make contact with him. Time has not healed my wound, I continue to ache for him everyday. He haunts my sleep and clouds my thoughts. If only I had beleived in us when the time was right. Our entire story is one that would sell any novel, but I can't find the sanity to write it without him. How long until my heart heals? God help me. Te amo mi amore.
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Wesport, CT, USA I am in love with a guy who doesn't want a long distance relationship. It kills me and I think about him every single moment of every single day. I want to be with him now. I can't wait two years. Please love me. I want to tell you this, but I'm afraid you'll be afraid and feel pressured. But still, please John, please love me.
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Jackson, Mississippi,USA I am sleeping with a 38 year old, father of 2. Our understanding from the beginning was that he was emotionally unavailable, yet sexually willing. Which was what I wanted. He has been close friends with my Dad for 20 years, knew me when I was born, and lived with us for a while thereafter. I'm starting to fall in love with him.
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Zambia, Zambia i've a boyfriend but i'm afraid am falling for a close.we have kissed several times but no one knows.plz help me.
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Duluth, Georgia, USA I slept with a married man. It kills me that I did it and I cant tell anyone about it. I feel so horrible.
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La, California, USA I am gong to have sex for money...It seem as though it as my only option. I am certain I will loose people during this process. I am a virgin. and I am over iving my life for others...this is about me and what i need and what i need is money and for someone to realese me of this virginity thing.
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Concord, California, USA I have been in love with my ex for over 10 years now but she has been in love with another man for a little under 10 years now and she told me they were going to get married. She was my first and only love (even though we didnt have sex) and I have remained a virgin because I cant see myself with anyone else. I tried dating but it feels like Im cheating even though my ex has encouraged it. I really want to have sex as well just not with anyone other than her.
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Concord, California, USA I feel Im surrounded by people whom are either leechs, evil or dont have the capacity to understand. Everytime I want to tell someone how I really feel I realize it will make them uncomfortable so I push it back down. Ive tried to seek psychological help many of times yet again more disappointment and wasted time. Im good at making money yet because of my physical and mental issues Ill never enjoy it. The only reason I have to live is so the lives of the hundreds of people that I have professional and personal relationships with can go on uninterrupted. My family has been a huge disappointment beyond what most could imagine. Im just healthy enough to live in great physical pain everyday but not healthy enough to do anything enjoyable. My life is torture and it is beginning to seem more logical to end my life. Instead of pain, anxiety, emotional distress and repeated disappointment there could be the end and nothing, no pain, no hope just nothing. I guess I finally lost all hope.
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Pittsburgh, PA, USA My husband recently told me that he's been refusing to have sex with me because of things I've said during arguments in the past. He said it was easier to use porn because it was emotionless. It has been a long time since we've been intimate. He claims that he still finds me sexually attractive, but cannot get beyond the things I've said to him in the past. I feel lonely in my marriage. I crave intimacy and nothing I do seems to earn his forgiveness. I cry every morning after he leaves for work. I feel guilty and awful. He constantly rejects my advances. I'm ashamed that this has caused my self-esteem and sense of sexuality to suffer. I'm afraid to look at or become friends with other men out of fear that I might act on an impulse to have an affair. Not being wanted by my husband has brought me to very dark places in my mind, like suicide.
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Kansas City, KS, USA I have feelings for my best friend, and she for me, and we both know it. I've known her for 5 years and we've had two opportunities where one asked the other out but we had to say no. Now we're both single, but we're also roommates, and my other best friend happens to be her ex-boyfriend who is still in love with her. How is it that dating someone who makes me feel so fantastic could lead to so many terrible outcomes?
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Grand Rapids, MI, USA i tend to lie about small things, but i also lie to the people i love. i've been lying to my boyfriend about a medical complication my dad has. i tell my boyfriend its worse than it is, i feel like i can't come clean about it because his mother passed away a few years ago so i don't know if i can be forgiving for lying about something like that. i love him, he's my best friend and he knows everything about me except for this lie.
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Elderton, PA, USA I have known a guy for 11 years and been dating him for 2. Wev been fighting a lot and my school closed so i am taking my senior year at another school where i met a guy who is the complete opposite of the guy im with. He is hard working sweet, caring, and incredibly attractive... but he has a girlfriend. Yesterday we went on a school trip and after spending the day together we ended up kissing on the bus. I think i may be in love with him but do not think im worth him leaving the girl hes with and my boyfriend has threatened to kill himself if i left. When i got home my boyfriend called and i told him i loved him. This may have been a lie. I am so confused and torn to the point of depression. What kind of person would i be if i left a boy i have so much history with to be with a known player that i didnt even know existed until two months ago?
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Denver, Colorado, USA I told my parents I quit cutting 2 months ago. Actually, I'm worse than ever...and I don't want to stop. The only thing that keeps my secret is the fact that it's cold here and my pillow has a secret pocket. I'll never be the same again...I'll never be whole..I doubt I'll ever be loved. (NOTE: Please help her)
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Syracuse, New York,USA I just cut myself. I haven't cut in months. Too much stress and despair. I want to commit suicide. I want to die. (Please help her.)
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Brooklyn, New York,USA I realised today that i am in love with one of my best friends. Thing is, I would never admit it to anyone because they'd think it's stupid that I don't just tell him. I've never felt this way before and if I'm honest, it scares me. alot. the intensity that overwhemles me sometimes gives me this weird feeling in my stomach and I don't know if its just fear. how am I supposed to know what love is though, if I don't know if he loves me back? I don't think he does.
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Melbourne, Victoria, Australia My best friend's brother revealed that he loves me. I can't love him back because I was in love with his sister. And she loved me back.
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Winter Park, FL, USA I have a huge a crush on a boy in one of my classes; I find him incredibly attractive, and am attracted to him, even though I can't quite put my finger on why. Most people probably wouldn't find him to be that good-looking, but I do. I've never felt this way before. He has no idea that I exist, and I doubt he even knows my name. What should I do? I'm too shy to talk with him, and it would be weird since the only thing we have in common is being in the same class.
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Orlando, FL, USA I might be in love with two of my best friends. This is a problem in and of itself, but to add to it, one is a guy and one is a girl. Oh, and they might have a crush on each other.
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Columbus, Ohio, USA Hey Kelley, I saw you for the first time in six months last Saturday at the homecoming dance. I went to talk to you and you called me a dick and walked away. You know what I did? I went home and masturbated to your yearbook photo. Page 172. You may always have the hateful memories of me, but I will always have your face whenever I might need it.
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Corpus Christi, Texas, USA I was in a great relationship that turned terrible, harmful, and painful. I got out of it, thank goodness, two years ago. I act normal, but it has continued to haunt me. I've been to counseling but i have flashbacks and panic attacks. I hide these from my friends, family, and work so I can fit in. I especially dont want to lose my job or jeopardize my standing there, because i need to support myself. I'd been dealing well for a while lately, but next weekend i have a friend's wedding and my fears and hurt have been rushing back. My ex and I had planned to marry, but just thinking about marriage and commitment now make me sick with fear. I dont know if I'm jealous, or traumatized, or cynical, or a little of everything, but I hate to even think of weddings and I dont know how i will make it through hers and act happy for her. Getting married and having kids was always my dream and I hope I still do someday. I hope i dont get too old for that to happen.
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Tampa, Florida, USA I love this guy and i think he likes me too but i am too shy to tell him any thing,i mean he asked me to dance yesterday in his party and hold my hand i don't know what to do how i am supposed to tell him that i am in love with him!!! plz help me.
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Sydney, New South Wales, Australia I have held this secret for years.....And im to afraid to tell my family and friends, cause I know that I will be looked down on! The only ones that understand how I feel are the ones like me. Sometimes I wonder why Im like this. Why cant I just be normal. I have been living a lie and its killing me! I have someone very close to me and only he knows that I AM GAY!
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Chicago, IL, USA My bestfriend had a party last night at her house and when people get drunk there is alot of kissing and grabbing, which everyone is fine with. I was making out with her husband secrelty and when she went to bed we had sex in the living room. Yeah, we went alittle too far....
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Otago, New Zealand I fell in love with a guys older than me and lost my virginity to him at the age of 15. He was a sweet talker and i tought he was caring, only to find out a year later that he lied to me and was with another girl for 2 years. The thing is it's been 6 months since we last saw each other and im still not over him, I even made a fake facebook account just so that i can stalk both him and his gf. Im starting to feeling addicted to it, i go on every day just to see their pictures, what they do and where they go. I still love him and im scared to run into them somewhere but at the same time i want to. I want to be his girl on a side whenever he feels lonely to come to me. IM ADDICTED TO HIM and im scared to do something stupid ill regret. Can someone please help! Im only 16 and nobody knows anything about him and im scared to tell my mum because she'll be angry at me. PLEASE HELP!
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Medellin, Antioquia, Colombia Most of the time I want to kill myself, I have done so much things that make me feel sad and without chances in life, sometimes I feel that I don't deserve more opportunities. I have a wonderful mom and family that love me, but I feel that they are too good for me. I don't have strength for do what my family want for me. Also, I am not sure about what I want for my future. they give me the opportunities for reach my goals but I don't have any.I like somethings but I can work on them. Please, Help Me!
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Worcestershire,England I have a boyfriends, and im very much in love and happy with him. BUT ive also been in love with another boy for 5-6 years, he knows it but he doesnt want to get involved with me. He used to be my best friend, proper tell-them-everything-do-everything-together best friend, now he doesnt speak to me... Just as i was starting to get over him a few months ago he kissed me, he said he regretted it, but then last week just as we'd gotten over the whole awkwardness he kissed me again, and tried to take it further but i didnt, and now we're back to not speaking, my boyfriend knows that it happened, and he forgave me, i dont deserve a boy like him. But i dont know how to get over the other boy.
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London, England I've never told anyone about the abuse from my dad. I hate him for what he did to me and he was alcoholic too, asking me if he could kill himself so he wouldnt feel guilty...i had to watch him self harm when i was 10 and now i drink all the time to forget it and im not able to be in a relationship because of him.. and even though he's dead now, i dont cry because he died.. its because of what he did to me when i was 13. my life is so shit.. i cant take it anymore.
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Paris, France I think about him everyday and I hate it ! He's my sister's ex-boyfriend and I'm too shy, not confident and scared to say that I like him... It's so hard to have feelings for somebody..
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New York, New York, USA I am gay and I had a boyfriend, but he left me. I am torn. I feel like I should kill myself... To save him the trouble. I am so scared.
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New Castel, Blyth, United Kingdom I have a secret, i recently found out i have an older brother. We met for the first time and ended up having sex, i am so ashamed and i no i shouldnt have done it. It could ruin everything and im scared my family will hate me for it, the thing is i dont actually regret what we did, just the fact he is my brother. now i come from a relativly normal family and never done anything like this b4. It happened more than once and in the same house as our family, now he is acting strange but he says he doesnt regret what happened one bit. I dont want to lose him as my brother but we carnt carry on, its fucking up my head. Im so scared people will find out and losing my family. Im so confused! I know what we did was wrong but we carnt stop. What should i do? Please help me!!! Im not a bad person, its like we are not related, we were not bought up together im not using this as an excuse, just trying to explain things to myself.
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Boston, Massachusetts, USA If you weren't dating her And if I wasn't dating him And if our ages didn't make it socially unacceptable And if you didn't live in Canada I would tell you how I really felt about you. But you are And I am And it is And you do So I never will. I love you and always will.
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Dallas, Texas, USA The only thing that stopped me from killing myself when i was 15 was the fact that you'd be grieving over your daughter instead of me grieving over my dead boyfriend. i'd rather suffer than know that you will be suffering. i am now 16 and it has been almost a year. i don't want to die. i love you, mom.
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Tonronto, Ontario, Canada I have a step sister and when im home alone my favorite thing to do is go into her closet and put on her clothes. I dress as a girl even have msn for Ashley (my girl name). I have gone out and met people at the clubs and passed as a girl and loved it sex with a guy is the best. Also while wearing my sisters clothes I had two guys that I met online over and we had a 3 way. I love crossdressing and I love gay sex but I would never dare come out to my family.
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Danville, Illinois,USA I was abused by my father for 18 yrs. He physically and mentally abused me. I have 3 siblings that were also abused. My two older sisters were sexually abused in addition to the other abuse. I struggle every day with depression and alot of other problems because I can't get over my past. I also have a bed wetting problem that I got abused for too. My life is such a mess because I haven't gotten to deal with my anger and other issues. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish I was dead. I have 4 kids and they keep me going. Otherwise, I might end up like my 3 uncles who all committed suicide. My family is messed up on both sides. Of course my dad was an alcoholic and that made him even meaner. I just hope that God can get me through this so I can have a better life than what I have now. If not, then what's the point of living?
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Caledonia, MI, USA When my parents yell at me over something dumb, which they do often because of their anger issues and OCD problems, I like to get back at them by spending money. I'll go and buy whatever I want. Because they are so thrifty, me spending money is a way to get back at them for being so unreasonable toward me.
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Glenview, Illinois, USA I just got a blowjob from a transexual. I thought I would enjoy it cus they kinda turn me on but it was the most unsatisfying experience of my life. I wish so much I could go back an hour and not do it. FUCK. I've been sufficiently scared into being straight again.
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Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA One of my most embarrassing secrets is that I had a secretive love affair last summer...with another guy. We kissed a few times but mostly I just gave him several headjobs over the summer. I had never given another guy a headjob before then and did not know that I enjoyed it sooo much. That guy is now back in my area because he has returned from college. I really hope I can start sucking him off regularly again. It is embarrassing to admit it but I really want him to deep-throat me repeatedly.
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Lahore, Punjab, Pakistan When I went to the college, I set my eyes on a girl whom I thought would be beyond my guts, I just wished what it would feel like to have her, next week she called me and we got together, and to my surprise she had the same thoughts about me and thought I would never go for her, useless to tell that I did. She has the most perfect, clean & flawless body. When I kissed her I felt like I was drugged, it was so good. I would lick everything on her body for hours and it just got better. Although we broke up but I can never forget her.
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Ortonville, MI, USA I want you to be happy, but right now, I wish you were dead. It would be easier to cope with you being dead than knowing that you're now dating someone else. Like I said, I want you to be happy, but the path you have chosen makes me unhappy. I want you back. I need you back. And I'll never find anyone in my entire lifetime who I can or will ever love, as much as I loved you. Even though we have no contact now, I still think of you all the time. I still look at the pictures of us together and wish that I had the time back to show you how much you mean to me. Rebekah Kathleen Cook, you are the only person I want in my life. I'm sorry if I messed up our relationship. And I hope that you read this secret, and can see for yourself how sorry I am and how wrong I was in everything I did. I am now dating someone else too, but if you came back to me, I would leave her in a split second just to be with you. I can't believe I messed up my life so badly. I wear the necklace you gave me, everyday.
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Winston-Salem, NC, USA I have been in a secret relationship with my best friend for 2 years. No one knows, not our friends nor our families. Now she's been dating a guy publicly, but she's still with me. I love her infinitely, but now she's having sex with him, and he's falling in love with her. I've heard them before. I'm in agony and I have no one to talk to. I'm afraid I might explode. I wish she could just be with me. She says she loves me, but she can't be with me publicly right now. So in the mean time, I have to watch her with someone else, holding his hand, kissing him, flirting with him. Who else in the world has to silently sit by while the person she loves is with someone else? Who else lives in the room next door to their love, and has to hear her giving herself to someone else? I only keep on living to stay close to her, but my life has become constant agony and suffering, and I only feel like I am alive when we are alone together. I love her so much it hurts.
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Sierra Vista, AZ, USA I miss my ex I miss him so much I cry every night we still have sex but I feel no love or care.
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Norwood, MA, USA I hate myself for letting myself be weak, I hate my husband and son. I hate my husband because I had an abortion he did not want another son with me. So I went along with it. Since then we have two wonderful boys and I have a daughter from another relationship she is a wonderful child. My husband's son from previous marriage makes my life a living hell. I hate my husband for having him with his slut mother I hate feeling like this.
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Ontario, Canada I've cut myself for about a year now, mainly on my thighs, because it helps me cope with pain.. no one knows. A couple months ago I cut my arms severley after a fight with my parents. I've been hiding the scars all along, but my friend's are wondering why I'm wearing long sleeved shirts in the summer and I have to wear a dress for prom in 2 weeks. I hate myself for what I have done to my body, I look like a mess and now I will be marked up for life. I've been so stressed out with this that I've been making myself purge after eating, I am disgusted with how I look. I'm also pretty sure I'm bi-sexual, even leaning towards girls but I know that no one would accept me if I said anything. I always get pissed off when I hear about people cheating, but I cheated on my first boyfriend twice but have never told him. fccccck. :'
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Austin, TX, USA I dated my best friend a few years back and fell in love with him. but i made the mistake of cheating on him and breaking up with him, because my life took a horrible turn. i regret that more than anything. he is now dating one of my close friends, and he thinks i am ok with it. the truth is, i still love him more than i even know. the only reason why i can keep my mouth shut is because i want him to be happy.
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New Plymouth, Taranaki, New Zealand I'm still in love with Anna. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and I just want to be with her forever. But she can't ever ever know.
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Houston, TX, USA I'm in a relationship for 3 years my partner cant make any progress to be together cause he lives with his mom which she is controling and dont like me and he listen to her he is mome's boy he is 55 years old dont know if its a good idea to break up with him all his excuse is that he can't handel us together in one house and he is waitin for his mom to pass away she is 76 years old and very healthy he loves me very much but i dont know to to do.
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Denver, Colorado, USA I slept with a friend of mine whom I considered a brother three years ago. We are still friends and the other night while we were talking, our time together was brought up. He thought I had regretted it and I thought the same of him. He wants a "redo" because we were both drunk the first time. Now I'm starting to think that maybe I have some different feelings for him. I'm so confused.
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Austin, TX, USA I dated my best friend a few years back and fell in love with him. but i made the mistake of cheating on him and breaking up with him, because my life took a horrible turn. i regret that more than anything. he is now dating one of my close friends, and he thinks i am ok with it. the truth is, i still love him more than i even know. the only reason why i can keep my mouth shut is because i want him to be happy.
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Santa Monita, CA, USA I believe I'm a gorgeous girl, I hear it all the time. But not from him.
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Gulport, MS, USA I love my boyfriend every day more and more. I have never told him that because I am too busy goofing off or pretending to be mad at him. Thank you so much for not letting me leave school when I am so close to finishing. I love you.
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Littleton, CO, USA I cried the entire way home. I hate you for fucking me and saying immediatly after that we shouldn't have, and that you liked someone else...Only because it'd happened before. Will I always be this broken and naive? Yes.
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My sister and I have been very committed to Christ for the past few years, ever since I got into high school. Yet as of late she has had her 1st serious boyfriend, which scares me because she tells me about all of her sexual escapades... and for the first time she had sex 2 weeks ago.. without a condom. I am terrified that she has even the slightest possibility of being pregnant. Because of our beliefs her having sex before marriage is a sin yet her choice... yet if she does get pregnant she will not be allowed to have an abortion. Because even killing the smallest form of human life is still killing. I love my sister, and I don't think that sex in High School is right. Does anyone have any advice as to how I could discourage her actions?
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My ex Barry used to wear panties all the time. When we were together,we often shared a panty drawer. He loved wearing lace and frilly thong panties.I told a few friends of mine over the years but not too many people know. I remember going panty shopping with Barry and he wanted to get more panties in pink. I convinced him to go with some tiger-print thongs. It was funny and he looked really sexy in those panties. I have often wondered if he still wears panties? I would guess that he does.I had him give me a panty-fashion show once.It ended with me spanking him.I should have had him give a panty show when 1 or 2 of my girlfriends were over. HA HA HA

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